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black woman, college, dream, generation x, life, mother, newbie, nurse, nursing student, random, real, sarcastic, school, woman
Hello.
I had previously written a beautiful (..so I thought) first timer blog entry, explaining why I decided to write, and gave a brief synopsis of me. Then in the blink of an eye *POOF* it disappears. OK, well maybe not poof, I accidentally pressed the x instead of _ to minimize the page, and I lost it. *Enters sad emoticon here*. I am so mad right now, but instead of saying ‘Fuck Blogs, Fuck the internet and Fuck writing’, I decided to just write in response. I am a 28, soon to be 29 -in-a-couple-of-days, nursing student, girlfriend and mother of two. I want to write in an effort to escape the pressures of Life and school, as well as to reach into my creative gut and start re-kindling the love of reading and writing that I know I pushed inside of my soul in order to conform to the standards of life and its demands. I live in a state many call New York City, but it’s really called NEW YORK STATE. Many New Yorker’s can relate, there is this huge ass state that when you say your from it, the first thing people think about is its $$ maker and attraction. I actually AM from that part, but do not currently( And haven’t for the last 16 years) reside there. Maybe one day I can write a blog of the not so liked Manhattan area I grew up in, but for now I will just say, no not the city , I’m an upstate New York-er. I am choosing to write my opinions, thoughts life experiences, online in an effort to possibly spark the interest of others to spark their creative side, and to despite society’s conforming ways, always have those dreams you keep reaching for and working towards. I am in pursuit of a dream, and I Know I will obtain it….one day. Until then I want to keep a chronicle of all this shit that comes up in the pursuit of my happiness.
….to New Beginnings!
NurseEstelle ❤
